Don't you dare forget the sun, Love.

As a woman, I am guilty of putting everyone ahead of myself.  It is in our nature, unless we luck out and grow up to be a narcissistic bitch with no moral compass.  Sometimes I wish. 

I find myself envious....of everything/everyone.  I want love so badly.  I mean real, honest love.  I am most certainly looking to the wrong person for this, but I have no clue what I am doing.  Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day...this has to be true because I googled it.  I don't have to ask what I am doing wrong, I already know.  But why can't I stop?  That is the real mystery.  I am not unlovable.  I am beautiful, independent, strong and getting more and more awesome with age.  I am not even that dramatic unless I feel like I have honestly been wronged.  Where in the fucking world is a man/woman who would be proud to love me just as hard as I tend to love.  I don't have many things of value monetarily, but I have a huge heart.  Too big for someone like me.  I finally found a way to love myself and I need that returned.

Maybe one day when I am 60 and still alone...because I hate cats...I can open up this blog and find the answers I have been searching for all along.

If you're out there, here I am.  Unless you are creepy...then you should look anywhere else, but here.  You probably want that guy -------------> over there -------------->

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf

Studies show that about 30,000 people fall in love each day - See more at: http://www.chacha.com/question/how-many-people-fall-in-love-every-day#sthash.Or7m7aCK.dpuf