I didn't get a chance to blog yesterday, so I will over compensate by posting twice today. I started my new job yesterday and even after an emotional morning, it still went well. My "emotional" mornings seem to be way more frequent these days. Hence why I knew it was a bad idea to start dating. My focus has been a little off. I have decided that no matter what happens from here I won't get consumed again. Guys haven't done much for me thus far, why assume that will change now?
In any case, this isn't about boys, this is about how bad ass I am. Work was great. The women I work with take smoke breaks and bitch about the useless people in their lives just like I do. I will probably fit in amazingly. I never realized that scrubs, though they look fantastic and comfortable, are extremely restricting if you have huge boobs. My shoes are pretty awful, too. But I got keys. It is pretty liberating to have a set of keys that gets you into special rooms. "Ohhh you want to get into the kitchen? Sorry, we are closed, but I would be more than willing to unlock the door for you when you are allowed to be in here." Mild power trip. It feels really great to be back in a job situation and away from home, that way my daughter is forced to miss me and want me around haha.
Great things are going to happen soon. I can feel it.